hey!!

i just wanted to make an extra section to advertise and say a couple more things! i'll update this whenever i have more to say as well so stay tuned!!first of all, i'll be using my quotev activity posts as a place for random updates!! i prefer it to things like twitter because twitter scares mei have a stuffed animal named Tak that i've had since i was 2! i adore her and i have an instagram account where i kind of blog about them! similarly, i have one for my doll named Alice! what can i say, i love my toys loli am the creator of the weirdcore/ dreamcore inspired universe called Mushrot, which i have a page for as well!i have multiple original characters, several of which you can read about here!i also have a pronouns page thing if you're curious!

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fanart, drawings my friends did for me, etc! click the picture for credit! if you see a picture you drew and the caption is just ???, please reach out to me, preferably on instagram, so i can credit you!!

hello!!

thank you so much for taking the time out of your day to learn more about me! i'd like to start off by clarifying some things since people seem to have ideas about me that are either blown out of proportion or simply are not true.⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔for one, and i don't see why people keep assuming this, NO, i am NOT an age player!! i deal with age regression as a result of both my autism and my childhood trauma, but that's all that it is. age regression. it is in no way s3xual and never will be.when i was 15, i was gr00med online by a grown man who did not know the difference between age regression and kink, and he would pressure me into acting out nsfw scenarios while regressed (which, btw, EW?? like i was already a minor but he just needed to take it a step even further. not the point).because of that incident, i did have a time where i essentially gaslit myself into believing what that man told me, thinking "maybe he was right! i am an age player (even tho i'm asexual??) and that 20 year old gr00ming me just knows me better than myself somehow!!" but i have completely removed myself from that and managed to learn that no, those were just the words of some creep trying to get me to be a part of his weird fantasy. that was NOT and NEVER WILL BE my reality.i am actually against age play! i know it's between two consenting adults but even if all you're s3xualizing is the CONCEPT of children, that is still bad!! just because it could be worse doesn't mean it's not still bad!!furthermore, I AM ASEXUAL ANYWAYS!! so no, it is not "secretly something perverted" in any way. it is a trauma response. it is age regression. not age play. if you do not know the difference, i beg of you to look into it.i truly do not understand why this is something that i even need to state. it's incredibly weird to see someone behave in a childlike manner and assume that it's for a perverted reason.⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔if you know me from the time i was experiencing alcohol induced psychosis, started to somehow believe i was being haunted by the ghosts of two very infamous mass murderers, and engaged with "tcc" accounts online, i would like to ask that you please do not engage with me!! there is a reason i stopped talking to the people i met at that time.i was incredibly mentally unwell and have since recovered and do not support my actions or words from when i was in that state. so no, i am not a member of that community- that was spurred on by psychosis!!⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔last but not least, if you know me from someone else and they've told you something bad about me and you wanna know if it's true, please just ask me privately!!⊹₊˚‧︵‿₊୨ᰔ୧₊‿︵‧˚₊⊹

hi hi hello!! i'd like to make a longer, more rant-y type section to talk more abt myself! it just seems fun and i also LOVE working on carrd pages so!⏔⏔⏔ ꒰ ᧔ෆ᧓ ꒱ ⏔⏔⏔
alright, firstly, i love so many different aesthetics and styles!! i switch it up a lot but i'd say the most constant themes in my style are weirdcore, dreamcore, nostalgiacore, and anything pink and fun!
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i care very deeply about trying to be the best person i can. if i ever do or say something that feels mean or comes off wrong, PLEASE LET ME KNOW!! i promise i'll listen!
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i have a stuffed animal named Tak that i bring with me just about everywhere i go. i've had them since i was 2!
their actual name is Sister Kitty. i named them that when i got them. it was before my sister was born and i really wanted a sister! Tak is just a nickname.
they're a huge source of emotional support for me!! since i feel depersonalized/ derealized/ dissociated (idk the proper term) so often, it helps a lot to have a safe, familiar face around.
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i don't like to talk about why i deal with age regression, but i do love to talk about it since it's so personal to me (plus i find anything psychology related incredibly fascinating) so if you have any questions about it, feel free to ask!!
i most likely will not actually get into a regressed headspace around other people though. i have very bad trust issues due to the aforementioned gr00mer who s3xualized it.
i can assure you that it's nothing personal though!! it's not that i don't like you or anything- it's just very hard for me to even get in that headspace around other people.
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i love to write!! i keep a diary that i update very often! i have it all decorated too!!
i love all kinds of crafts, honestly. journaling, scrapbooking, painting, drawing, singing, theatre (theatre? theater?), making kandi, sewing, etc etc etc... i just love to create!!
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i ADORE scary things!! i love horror movies, art, games, makeup, etc. i cannot fall asleep at night without Mr. Nightmare's narrated horror stories playing in the background.
some of my favorite horror movies are as follows:
♡ Texas Chain Saw Massacre
♡ Texas Chainsaw Massacre 2
♡ M3GAN (i know, i know, L movie, but i personally adore it as well as the second movie- it's bad, corny, campy, but i still like it)
♡ House of 1000 Corpses (and i do like The Devil's Rejects as well, i just have to skip the motel scene)
♡ Nightmare on Elm Street
♡ Terrifier
♡ House of Wax
♡ Black Christmas
♡ Halloween
♡ Scream
♡ The Boy
♡ Behind the Mask; the Rise of Leslie Vernon
♡ The Shining
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since i'm making little lists, i might as well share my favorite bands and singers as well!!
♡ Michael Jackson
♡ Iron Butterfly
♡ Crystal Castles
♡ Mitski
♡ The Offspring
♡ Infinity Frequencies
♡ Janet Jackson
♡ Pierce the Veil
♡ Nine Inch Nails (i actually saw them in concert!! it was my first concert too fun fact!)
♡ Korn
♡ Slipknot
♡ Gorillaz
♡ Rage Against the Machine
♡ Rob Zombie
♡ Deftones
♡ KMFDM (yeah, i learned abt them during that alcohol induced psychosis tcc thing, and i do hate that part of my life and deeply disagree with it, but if there's one positive that came out of it, it's discovering this band bc like the music is good)
♡ Alice in Chains
♡ The Neighbourhood
♡ Alex G
♡ Mother Mother
♡ Radiohead
♡ System of a Down
♡ Sir Mix-A-Lot
♡ Melanie Martinez (i don't like or support her as a person but i do enjoy some of her music)
♡ Britney Spears
♡ Ayesha Erotica
♡ Weezer
♡ Junie & TheHutFriends
♡ Nicole Dollanganger
♡ Bambi Baker
♡ Blur
♡ Selena
♡ Erykah Badu
♡ Jack Stauber
♡ Halsey (specifically the Badlands album bc it makes me nostalgic for middle school)
♡ Three Days Grace
♡ Kero Kero Bonito
♡ Lesie Gore
♡ Windows 96
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WOW that list was long!! okay, well, time for another list!! this one is gonna be a list of things i'm interested in! hyperfixations, special interests, and just regular shmegular interests and fixations!
♡ Michael Jackson (my biggest special interest)
♡ Gorillaz
♡ Shaye Saint John
♡ Possibly in Michigan
♡ Animal Crossing; New Leaf
♡ the aforementioned horror movies
♡ Courage The Cowardly Dog
♡ Bluey
♡ Blue's Clues
♡ Spongebob Squarepants
♡ cannibalism, more specifically the psychological effects it can have on someone and what would drive someone to doing that
♡ psychology in general
♡ Goosebumps (the books, the 90's tv series, the movies, all of it)
♡ Hazbin Hotel (i know, i know, cringe)
♡ Smiling Friends
♡ No, I'm Not a Human
♡ Creepypasta
♡ Marble Hornets
♡ Alien
♡ Predator
♡ Salad Fingers
♡ Pulp Fiction
♡ Winnie the Pooh
♡ Gravity Falls
♡ The Powerpuff Girls
♡ Happy Tree Friends
♡ Invader Zim
♡ Johnny the Homicidal Maniac
♡ Fran Bow
♡ Sally Face
♡ The Outsiders
♡ Don't Hug Me, I'm Scared
♡ Popee the Performer
♡ SCP
♡ Coraline
♡ Alice in Wonderland (i love all adaptations but my favorite is the 1988 film "Alice" from the Czech Republic)
♡ Doki Doki Literature Club
♡ Brandon Rogers
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okay no more lists i promise!!
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uh, i can't really think of anything else to say, so that's all for now! thank you so much for reading this far if you did!!